It just feels unfair. I am both of these...

If you are curious, I got out of it with the help of a social worker who helped me access financial support until I got a job. Said job I only got because I told the HR people I had "hands on experience with customer satisfaction" (yes that's funny) in super vague terms, but it worked. For 2 years I have been constantly terrified that my employer will find out and I will lose my job and have to go back. (Maybe a rational fear, maybe not)

I hate flashbacks that randomly happen in public. I prefer flashbacks in the privacy of my own home where nobody can see them and call me crazy over it.

Who needs actual assessment before prescribing medication that affects your whole nervous system?

I was eleven when I wrote about this, but it had been going on for years at that point. And it’s also just the tip of the iceberg.

these past few months ive been realizing how much my trauma affects me :,(

Taking my clothes off was a sure way of getting me some attention 😶

nighttime wholesome memeing