As the title says, I am new to the ESSA community. I’m not new to the concept of having emotionally comforting stuffed animals.
I’ve had my Build-a-bear stuffed monkey, Monkers, since I was around 4 years old. As a graduation present to myself I got her “restuffed” which ruined her to be honest. (I’m still working on finding someone to remove the stuffing and get her back to her floppy self)
Now I have my squishmallow, Henry, who has been by my side since I got him a few years ago…
I have recently been diagnosed with Bipolar disorder, on top of my previously diagnosed conditions. This new diagnosis and symptoms I have been experiencing have affected my whole life; my work, my relationships, and emotionally. Although I am thankful to have a better understanding of myself.
My dog, Charlie, is my ESA and I love him with my entire soul. He turned 13 years old at the beginning of the month. For some reason his birthday has caused so much sadness. My fear of losing him and living a life without him is unbearable to think about. He truly is my soul animal. He’s been by my side for half of my life.
I stumbled upon the ESSA community and felt, silly as it sounds, comforted. After reading many posts I decided to look at the Douglas website. What I found made my heart jump. I found a plushie that looks very similar to my baby, Charlie. He has been ordered and I am waiting for his arrival. (Please note, an ESSA can be anything stuffed you find comforting— even a Rasta banana… you know the one I’m talking about)
Long post so TLDR, I’m thankful to have found this community.
<3 Birdie