r/IAMX • u/wired-forthesea • Sep 12 '26
Discussion I’m sorry but I cannot stand Chris
Let me make myself very clear before anyone gets the wrong idea:I have been a super fan of IAMX since I was 16, and I’m now 21. I think it was a hyper fixation of mine, because I researched every ounce of IAMX history, watched every video I could find on YouTube about it, I read his original blog posts, bought merch, e.c.t. I had felt like I never related to music so much. And as someone who’s been following him closely for awhile, I’ve really started to see his true colors.
I remember when he was doing livestreams—maybe three years ago—instead of discussing his new album, he would get drunk as hell and talk about himself. Even Janine was visibly uncomfortable. But that’s just it. I cannot stand how narcissistic he is. His discord is full of people worshipping him, and he eats it up. He’s also extremely creepy towards them too. I remember I subscribed to his patreon and he would make voice memos basically ear raping you. In one of them he was talking about how much smarter he is than everybody else. He’s a mess. I do not listen to any albums that came after alive in new light, because his music doesn’t even sound the same anymore. All he talks about is mental health, and now apparently he’s making people pay him for private one-on-one therapy?? I could go on and on about how shitty he is, and I wouldn’t be surprised if an allegation comes up.
I am not making this post to hate on Chris, I’m making it because most of the IAMX community needs to wake up and realize how toxic his behavior is.