i recently got my girl spayed in the hopes or her becoming at least a little bit docile; her behavior before surgery was absolutely horrid, she would bite, thump and run away from me even without me approaching her at all. she would even leave the room or get up from her resting spot only because im passing by.
after surgery, she seems even agrier than before. now she never leaves her hideout, wont accept her favorite treats if i try to hand feed her, and the worst part of it all is the medicine:
she has to take painkillers daily + spray on her tummy some disinfectant and she absolutely hates every single part of it, i have to run after her and hold her quite tightly and forcefully open her mouth to give her the medicine. she bites and scratches and once its all over she hides from me for the rest of the day until the next morning. then repeat.
she doesnt owe me love, shes never been fond of me and i have been understanding, however lately it's become even more frustrating. i dont need her to love me and cuddle me and accept pets, i just dont want her to run away the moment she sees me, i want my girl back.
will she hate me forever?