I managed to clear one small area today, and even though it probably doesn't look like much to anyone else, it feels like a big deal to me. i had to sit with some uncomfortable feelings while deciding what to do with a few things, but i didn't walk away from the task. part of me still wants to rush and fix everything at once, but i'm trying to accept that i can't do it all in a day. i'm honestly proud of myself for making a start instead of putting it off again.