for reference im only 16. I started a part time contract with my hjs a few months ago (though I have been here for just a little over 2 years as a casual and briefly part time for something else that wasnt this. please dont give me life advice i wouldnt appreciate it.)
my minimum amount of hours on my contract is 25- cool, okay. I get put on a lot of overnights and ive come to start actually liking them, but for some reason every now and then they'll put me on one or two dayshifts and this has got to be the worst one by far. im sleep deprived as i couldnt get my sleep back on track for a 10am start when ive been waking up at night for my overnights, and my boss has just been shredding into me over everything I do even though none of it is actually wrong. Im sluggish and slow, and Im this close to walking out (I wont, dont got the balls) but ive cried twice just because im so fucking exhausted. they also never roster me with other people on kitchen, so im doing practically everything by myself and it gets to a point where I just want to cry. they roster me on breakfast and im hardly trained on it and then proceed to get annoyed with me when im slow or I fuck something up - i make one or two wraps in the 5am to 6am hour of my overnight and thats it, nowhere near trained enough for an actual busy morning with breakfast. Im sort of being slow on purpose because I really dont have the energy to push myself to move faster and exhaust myself further.
the tricky part is im only part time with them so I could sign out of school - I just want some honest advice, if im being sensitive and if I need to get over it or if its time for a new job.